{ Get Your Tissues Ready }

I wanted to share this video, its full of emotions, happiness, sadness, but an amazing story! This couple reminds me so much of how Trev and I have felt...there were so many times I felt lost, and broken. This girl is completly right, we woman feel that we are put on this earth to be mothers, so when there is a problem its heartbreaking. Truly blessed for other resources in life to be able to have a sweet angel brought into couples homes when we struggle!

 

Click Link Below and Enjoy

XO

 

http://candlelightfilms.com/category/love-story/

!!Trev!!

I needed to write about Trev! we celebrated Trev's birthday on May 6th! this guy! where do I even begin! I am so thankful for him in my life...we have a lot of ups and a lot of downs but our feelings for one another have never changed. We have struggled at times, but it has brought us closer than we have ever been! Marriage isn't the easiest thing in life, its hard, its stressful, life is hard and stressful! but through it all we have never doubted our love for eachother! I fell in love with Trev the day I met him! he seriously made me laugh so much and that is all I wanted was someone to love and that loved me back, that made me happy and always made me smile. I struggled before Trev I went through a hard break up that literally knocked me on the ground, I felt as if I never wanted to fall in love, I never wanted to be back in that position of feeling not worth anything...I took a break for a year and figured out myself and what I wanted, I didn't want to date, I just wanted to have fun, but the first time I met Trev I literally had this feeling inside of happiness and that fear was totally washed away! I was always so excited to see him and be able to spend as much time as I could with him!

 

Trev has seriously been a rockstar through this whole invitro process...he has stood beside me to remind me that I am doing so good, and that I still look beautiful when I don't feel so great. I am so thankful for this man, I can't even tell you how much I love him because it is more than I can even explain! I love you babe! Happy 33 years!! Lets make more memories through 33 more years of your life!

 

 

 

 

{ IVF Updates! }

I promised that I would get on tonight and give some updates! things have been so busy!! and crazy!! I have been so sick and so tired! So I really have had no ambition to do anything but sit in the bathroom on the toilet or head in the toilet or just lay in my bed and sleep! working full time, and straight home has been hard! do I sound like a baby? well I kind of have a right to be one! :)

 

So I started injection shots on April 25th, one a day in the morning and I stopped birth control on May 2nd! I was seriously having a party to be able to stop birth control! it made me crazzzzy! Things have been going pretty good! my stomach of course has been feeling really sore! I feel like my tummy is a punching bag and I got the crap beat out of me!

 

I started 3 shots this week, 2 in the morning, one at night...Lupron, Gonal in the morning, and Menopur at night. I have felt really different since starting these. Appetite has been really weird, stomach sore, headaches all day, sick to my stomach {diarrhea} TMI? :( but this is all worth it for our little miracle! we are getting so excited and nervous!!

 

Just a few things that I have been craving! weirdest thing ever! but I guess hormones can do that to you!

 

{Pop Tarts}

{Cereal}

{Strawberries}

{Mashed Potatoes}

{Starbursts}

 

Healthy right!!? Not! so far things have been going really good! and we are getting closer to being done! I do shots till the 18th, we have an appointment this Saturday in Pleasant Grove, Utah at 830 am, and three in a row next week, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday all in the morning for ultrasounds and blood work to see how my follicle eggs are coming along! we had an appointment last week and I had a total of 4, they say I will have up to 15-20 follicles by the time we are done with shots! so crazy!! and exciting! Here are a few updates and pictures of the amazing and exciting journey!

Team Baby Larsen!