So yesterday was Valentines Day and I didn't want another day to slip by to blog about how incredibly blessed I am with my Valentines! I have two Valentines and they both fill up my heart with so much love! and I am so in love with these two boys! My first Valentine is my amazing hubby! where do I start about this guy! He has been there for me through so much! and I don't know where I would be without him! he makes every situation in life seem like everything will be okay! he is my positive rock because without him I wouldn't get where I am today! he always reminds me of the positive in life and I am so thankful for that! I am so negative with myself lately and I have made myself a mean person towards just me, this whole baby stuff really hits people pretty hard, you basically feel like you aren't good enough, that you are a failure, that you are ugly all the time with acne, and fatness but honestly I have all the acne and all the fatness for all the right reasons! I will do anything and take any med to bring my little angel baby into our home! so bring on more fertility Doc!
My next Valentine is my pup, Max...this little guy is seriously my best little buddy, he follows me everywhere! if I run upstairs he is right by my side...we tried to train him to sleep in his own bed but I guess I went through a mommy phase and it really made me sad that he wasn't there at nights to sleep by me so back in our bed he goes! I know its so bad but this pup has helped me get through so much! he lets me cry to him, he lets me scream, he lets me talk to him and he never talks back to me, he has made my crappy days turn into better days and I am thankful for him to be by my side through everything even when I have tears running down my cheeks, he is there to lick them away lol! I love my little Max! I am so grateful for such a loving husband that always is by my side along with my pup that never has left my side-these two boys in my life are my number one's and always will be!
So my Valentines Day wasn't too wonderful this year! I got to go in and have a wisdom tooth pulled the day before! how exciting! I have never been so scared to have a tooth pulled! yet I have never had any of my teeth pulled!! it was such a piece of cake! when I was all done my dentist was like "my gosh did you lose sleep over this!" I told him "YEP!" I was pretty sore the next day but not bad! I still have three more to go!! EEK! those I will be sedated for since they are impacted...but I think I will wait for a bit on those three! So we were laughing because last year for Valentines Day I had my surgery for Endometriosis and this year my wisdom tooth pulled! how romantic how I plan things ha!! Here are a few pictures from my Valentines weekend!
And to end todays blog I wanted to leave you with some good advice from Elder Godoy: "We are not here in this life just to waste our time, grow old, and die. God wants us to grow and achieve our potential. He knows what is best for us. Just because things are going well does not mean that we should not from time to time consider whether there might be something better. If we continue to live as we are living, will the promised blessing be fulfilled?
These words have been stuck in my head for a couple weeks now...there are so many things in life that Trev and I have talked about that we want to do or where to move too...there are so many things in life I think to myself why don't I try to achieve my goals in what I love? why sit and waste time and not fulfill in something I love? my main reason is "money" money is an issue now days in homes...but why sit and dread everyday just because of money? people are going to be poor, why be miserable and not enjoy some family time while being poor? you can always plan fun activities even when you are poor! even if its a day outside fishing as a family or going to the park with your pup...you can plan trips but when planning {save} for at least a couple months before you plan on going somewhere and throw your emergency credit card in the cupboard! You don't need it! There are a lot of things Trev and I have talked about and hopefully one day we will have the money to just run and do the things we love and enjoy, or move to a place that we love and call our happy place! I know with all my heart God has a plan for everyone and I from this day turn to God and ask many questions as to where Trev and I are supposed to be in life such as living, when the right time is that we are going to have a sweet babe in our home...this list goes on...but right now we are enjoying husband and wife and taking life decisions as they come and yes sometimes life can be so hard! but like
I have said before,
"When life gets hard, PRAY"
Thanks for stopping by!
XO
